Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Ebb and Flow, Highs and Lows, Ups and Downs

In life there are all of these, and I'm going through the downturns.
I'm tired of my email lists.
I'm tired of blogging.
I'm ready to just ditch both, but the only thing holding me back are missing friends. But I do know that my time is needed elsewhere, and I don't have the time to participate in discussions (and frankly most of them seem to just irritate me anyway) like I should. I have no answers, only feelings, guilt being the primary one. I hate trying to make a decision and all the time I'm torn because I constantly think, "what about this?"


Susan said...

So totally ditto.

Dakotapam said...

I get there as well, it is why I only read most days on email lists, and my posts are not as regular as I would like on my blog...we all have days like this...even in Australia!

Presbytera said...

I am so there with you Glenda. That's why I stopped writing on my blog. Most of the blogs I read, I skim. I read the email but nothing grabs me so I comment. I do still enjoy visiting in person though! Visited with the Emmons from up your way last night as they wend their way home.

Kim said...

I totally understand, that's why I ditched the email lists about a year ago. After the first few days I found I didn't really miss them. I continue to blog a bit mostly to keep friends and family up to date on what's going on in our lives but even those updates aren't all that frequent. I do need someplace to brag about my kids once in awhile though :)