Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Ebb and Flow, Highs and Lows, Ups and Downs
In life there are all of these, and I'm going through the downturns.
I'm tired of my email lists.
I'm tired of blogging.
I'm ready to just ditch both, but the only thing holding me back are missing friends. But I do know that my time is needed elsewhere, and I don't have the time to participate in discussions (and frankly most of them seem to just irritate me anyway) like I should. I have no answers, only feelings, guilt being the primary one. I hate trying to make a decision and all the time I'm torn because I constantly think, "what about this?"